tak penah seumur hidup aku.. aku rasa teruk mcm ni.. maybe this time aku da bertemu buku n ruas..
sepanjang hidup aku.. aku selalu having problems with the one i love.. i dunno why.. is it mereka yg did not understand me or.. i am the one yg too selfish.. pentingkn jaga perasaan sendri.. sampai i didnt realize yg i hurt people feeling..
i do what i wanna do.. eventhough apa yg aku buat tu aku tau totally a mistakes yg memang ta patut aku buat.. i being so childish sampai people ta boleh nk terima aku.
i try to change.. but i keep repeat the same mistakes.. i keep being ego.. i keep being selfish.. sampai people tak tahan dengan my attitude..
i hate letting people monopoly my life.. but i think i need someone yang really determined to guide me become a new me..
but, i ta boleh terima people berkeras dengan aku..
sometimes.. aku terfikir life isn't beautiful at all.. or is it i am the one yg make life look like this..
maybe i need a counselling.. seriously otak aku jammed gila right now.. i dont feel like doing anything and totally feel like dying.. :(