it'd been 4 years.. 4 years with happiness and mostly of it is sadness.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da siasiakan.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da make fool of myself..
in that 4 years.. aku tinggalkan reality demi utk bnde x pasti.. aku gagal.. but to turn back things like before.. for me mang impossible.. so i keep living a life full of risks.. until the day aku rasa aku da ckup stupid utk terus menstupidkn diri and hidup aku.. i cant take no more risks..
aku tinggalkan (!) but i cant live without (!).. aku cari balik (!).. but betrayal still going on.. until the day.. aku rasa (!) is (!) with feelings.. bkn robot without emotions..
aku suddenly realized da 4 years.. and (!) always there by my side.. apa aku buat is nothing compared to ape yg (!) buat for me.. (!) efforts.. (!) sacrifices.. (!) tears.. aku x mampu nk bayar balik semua tu..
now, really appreciate (!) sbb never leave me even once..