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at Sunday, October 30, 2011


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hmm ape ey persamaan both belog ni? duadua pun blogger otai kot.. hehe belog gempak abes.. sape x knal.. sebut nama mesti mostly blogger kenal.. kn?kn?

okay.. mcm mane nk majukan belobelog ni.. x cukup maju lg ke? hehe just keep on blogging.. wt segmen best2 konfem la bertambahtambah maju kn.. :)

tu jela.. kbye. :)


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ape nk jadi~

at Sunday, October 30, 2011
hye all. :)

saje ngupdate belog yg da nyawanyawa ikan ni..hehe

aku tatau la ape nk jadi ngn aku skang.. makin hari makin malas.. makin hari makin lost interest.. makin hari makin nk kne MAKI kot la.. lalala~

2hari cuti mang la dok keje ngadap lappy je kn.. aku rasa la kalau lappy ni boleh do any actions.. mang aku rasa siasia je aku kne tempeleng.. muak kot dia nengok muka aku.. ekeke tp ade aku kesah? :)

hm homework x banyak.. lab report banyak.. nk kne study pun banyak.. tp knpe la aku stii banyak sgt masa free? *konpiuskonpius -.-"

ble la nk sedar diri kn.. dah tau x pandai nk malasmalas lg.. ni la org tak sedar dek untung.. ngee

esok aku muhasabah diri kot. :)

bye. :)


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semua ada!

at Sunday, October 23, 2011
hye! hye! hye!

lama x meng'update belog.. hehe abes bersarang labahlabah dah. :)

hmm skrg ni mcmmcm ada kn.. aku ni.. semua pun ada.. FACEBOOK dgn BELOG opkos la kn.. FORMSPRING lg.. tambah pulak dgn TWITTER.. ada lg TUMBLR.. apa lg? haa.. and yg paling latest.. GOOGLE+ .. 

mang havoc la kn.. gempak abes sume pun nk ada.. haha tp gunanya bukan tau pun.. twitter.. ntah mcm mane nk guna.. sampai sudh x reti2.. :)

skng da tambah pulak ngn google+ ni hah.. guna mcm mana pun aku xtau.. maen buat je..

hehe tp ade aku kesah aku x reti guna? janji aku ada semua.. so bila org tanya.. xde la JAKUN sgt kn?  :)

bye..


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aku rindu!

at Monday, October 17, 2011
hi ollss..

hmm mood: sedih sesedihnya.. :(

ibu abah.. rindu sangat kt ibu abah.. da lama tak balik umah.. da almost 2months.. mang pecah record peribadi.. tak penah tak balik sampai 2bulan.. :(

gaya mcm dok kt AFRICA je.. sedangkan dok shah alam je pun.. haihh asal plan nk balik mesti last minit cancel.. sedih kot.. ada je halangan..

ibu, rindu nk makan sambal ikan bilis.. nk makan daging masak kicap.. nk makan ikan pedas.. nk makan nasi lemak.. huhu ngidam nk makan sume bnde la..

hmm ni pun ntah bila la baru dapat balik.. raya haji nanti.. kot? yela kot sebab my sistar balik ouhh.. ekeke

ibu.. wait ar..raya haji ni anakanakmu sume ada kt rumah.. nasib la kecoh habisan.. haha cant wait for the hari raya aidiladha this year.. :)

miss you ibuabah, alongkakakfarish, angahalang & yanaanis.. do take care of yourself k guys.. muahh muahh muahh  :)

lots of love from achik.. bye. <3


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JANGAN BACA!

at Sunday, October 16, 2011
*sigh

i know i don't deserve anything.. and sbb aku tau i'm nothing.. i can't even say anything..

but jaga la hati aku sket pun jd la.. tak banyak pun aku mintak.. aku punya la tunggu kau.. tp sampai sudah takde.. aku jugak nk kne cri kau balik.. sedangkn org laen kau boleh je cntct time tu..

aku tau aku byk buat salah.. tp jgn buat aku malu ngn diri sendri.. jgn buat aku mcm terhegehhegeh.. kau buat aku mcm takde beza ngn dia.. aku sapa? dia tu sape? aku tau kau knal dia da lama.. aku x mintak kau tinggalkn dia pun.. aku cuma mintak kau x samakn aku ngn dia..

harap kau yg dimaksudkan baca entry ni and paham perasaan aku..

bye..


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kalau aku bg PELEMPANG sebijik amacam?

at Saturday, October 15, 2011
hi..

kenapa la ada manusia yg ckp tu kalau boleh nk gebang je?? konon lawa la tu hah.. hello! jangan nk BAJET sgt la kn.. bikin aku hangin je..

mai sini aku nk habaq sket..

satu.. manusia oii.. kau jangan la nk berjanji mcmmcm dgn aku.. konon MCM bagus la kn.. tp apa pun takde.. weyh aku x hadap pun la.. so, jangan la memalukan diri sendiri.. aku pulak yg malu utk kau..

dua.. wahai manusia.. kau jangan BUATBUAT baik sgt la dgn aku.. time susah nk mintak tolong kau cri aku.. merayurayu mintak tolong..ckp pom pang pom pang.. tp bila senang kau hilang lesap ntah ke mana..

tiga.. manusia gila.. kau jangan nk godagoda aku.. bg ayat power gila.. konon kau ingat aku nk cair la kn.. mintak maap la ye sbb aku x TERGODA pun.. sebab ape? sebab kau ngn kawankawan kau semua sama.. kalau dah kawankawan kau perangai mcm ***** kau pun mesti lebih kurang je kn..

empat.. jangan cari aku sebab nk mintak yg bukanbukan.. kau ingat aku apa? sorry la ye SAYANG.. aku takde la pulak sediakan services yg mcm tu.. kalau nk jugak.. boleh la try cri org laen..okay?

semuasemua tu mang la saje nk mintak pelempang dr aku kn.. aku baikbaik.. jangan nk pijak kepala sgt la manusia oi..

aku baik org pijak kepala.. aku jahat org mengata.. ape yg korang nk sebenarnya? demm!

bye..

p/s:: mood: angin puting beliung satu badan!


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:)

at Thursday, October 13, 2011
hye ollss..

it'd been 4 years.. 4 years with happiness and mostly of it is sadness.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da siasiakan.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da make fool of myself..

in that 4 years.. aku tinggalkan reality demi utk bnde x pasti.. aku gagal.. but to turn back things like before.. for me mang impossible.. so i keep living a life full of risks.. until the day aku rasa aku da ckup stupid utk terus menstupidkn diri and hidup aku.. i cant take no more risks..

aku tinggalkan (!) but i cant live without (!).. aku cari balik (!).. but betrayal still going on.. until the day.. aku rasa (!) is (!) with feelings.. bkn robot without emotions.. 

aku suddenly realized da 4 years.. and (!) always there by my side.. apa aku buat is nothing compared to ape yg (!) buat for me.. (!) efforts.. (!) sacrifices.. (!) tears.. aku x mampu nk bayar balik semua tu..

now, really appreciate (!) sbb never leave me even once..

bye.. :)



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sorry for the troubles

at Monday, October 10, 2011
assalamualaikum..

otak tengah serabut.. fikiran tengah celaru.. jiwa tengah kacau.. mula la kn pikir nk buat mcm2.. including something bad... hehe

to those yg aku ada tanya bukan2 semlm tu.. im sorry sbb bg serabut you all ngn soalan pelik2 tp benar tu.. just forget that k.. :)

suddenly rasa malu ngn diri sendri sbb pikir yg tidak2 kn.. SORRY again. *peace*

kejahatan tak patut dibalas dengan kejahatan..

bye.


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dulu tak suka. skrg da jatuh sayang.

at Saturday, October 08, 2011
hallo und guten tag. :)

ich name ist alyn.. ich wohne in shah alam.. ich komme aus kuala lumpur.. hehe thats some of basics deutsch words yg aku da blaja.. suddenly rasa hebat pulak kn sbb reti la menulis deutsch walaupun just basic2 je.. :)

haa.. tu intro je tuh.. saja nk riak sikit.. :) actually rasa mcm nk cte pasal mamat sorg ni.. hehe cute gila kot.. aku mula2 tuh aku mcm frust sket la ngn dia ni.. tp da lama lama tuh.. aku rasa mcm.. OMG! sumpah makin hari makin comel gila la dia ni..

even dah a month tak jumpa.. still aku teringat2 kt dia tuh.. rindu gila vavi punya la kn.. kalau jumpa.. mang aku peluk cium dia puas puas.. mcm aku kesah la pulak kn org nk ckp ape.. suka aku la kn nk wt ape.. hehe

seriously say.. aku confirm aku akan sayang dia sampai bila bila la.. sebab aku da sayang dia sangat2.. eventhough aku kenal dia baru je a month ++ ..





inilah mamat yg aku maksudkn tuh.. :)



kn FARISH kn? hehe CIK LIN sayang benor ngn kamu tau tak.. ni dah lama x jumpa.. jgn nk sombong2 k.. kng cik lin puk dahi farish.. :)

farish tak sayang kt cik na xpe.. kn YANA? haha



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bole percaya ke?

at Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Tag. :)

hehe perasan tak belog ni ada content warning kn? owner dia ni buat la mcm tuh kerana belog ni dia yg punya.. 

ini dia punya personal belog.. so yg banyaknya ialah luahan perasaan hati jiwa yg tengah kacau yg rasa mcm rasa nk nanges, gelak ketawa, maki hamun, mencarut semua yg ada talian darah la.. and also from WHAT HAD HAPPENED around her.. bukan rekaan.. :)

okay.. SAYANG at first meet.. bole percaya ke? hehe ridiculous jela kot bg aku.. nk ckp sayang senang.. senang sangat.. mcm minum air.. tp nk betul2 sayang tuh.. susah ouh.. kalau ada 10 lelaki yg ckp sayang.. maybe 1 or 2 je yg really really mean it..

hehe.. but bila pikir balik.. mcm weird je sbb mcm mana la word SAYANG tuh boleh hilang value mcm tuh je.. sangat sangat la pelik.. ey hmm x pelik sangat kot.. :)

seriously.. u can simply accept it but dont simply believe it.. high risk! kang ada yg merana tubuh badan inside and outside nanti..

daa..

p/s:: SAYANG yg dimaksudkan di atas adalah bukan sayang biasa biasa but sayang yg gaka luar biasa drpd yg biasa.. sekian.. :)








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MALU sikit pun jd la.. bole tak?

at Wednesday, October 05, 2011
olla fellas.. :)

aku nk mengumpat sikit.. walaupun xde la sikit mane pun.. hehe

cmni la.. ada la sorang manusia ni kn.. nk cte pasal dia la..

kenapa la mcm tak tahu malu ey awk ni? awk mintak tolong kt org.. org tolong je.. awk nk g dating, org temankn.. awk nk kuar g mkn, org temankan.. awk nk g sana sini pun org temankan..

tp sejak awk da ada boyfriend ni.. awk berubah.. jd annoying sgt sampaikan org sakit hati ngn awk pun awk x sedar.. bole lg wt mcm xde pape..

org mintak awk teman kuar kejap je pun.. awk ckp tak boleh reason kononnya esok awk ada kelas.. ouh man! come on la dear.. before ni.. before awk ada boyfriend.. awk x kesah pun.. kenapa sekarang baru nk kesah pasal kelas ke ape? selama ni org ada kelas tp bila awk mintak tolong teman.. org temankn je.. sbb ape? sbb org pikir awk tu MUSUH.. ey silap.. KAWAN okay? xnk la awk kuar sorg2.. kn bahaya.. tp awk slamber2 je suh org kuar sorg.. 

ish ish ish.. awk ni xde perasaan malu ke buat org mcm tu.. da la awk mcm mempergunakan org.. jgn la buat muka x bersalah sedangkan awk mang buat salah.. alah, setakat ngn boyfriend awk tu.. kalau btol la dia syg awk.. awk teman org kuar sejam dua xknnya dia nk lari tinggalkan awk..

so, pls la malu sikit ye.. :)

sorry, ter mengumpat lebih sikit la pulak.. donke schoen!

byebyebye.. :)


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susah x semestinya x boleh.

at Tuesday, October 04, 2011
what's up there..

it does take times for me to cure everything..

it does take times for me to forget everything..

it does take times for me to straighten back my mind..

everything take times.. but i don't want to spent too much times on things like this..

i hope sooner or later.. everything will be back to normal.. susah x semestinya x boleh kn.. all i need is determination.. so,

bye.



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stupido!

at Monday, October 03, 2011
hi ollss..

rasa bodoh gila bila kita buat baik kt org tp balasan yg kita dapat is sebaliknya..

rasa bodoh gila bila kita truly sayang people then because of one mistake.. everything ended in worst manner..

rasa bodoh gila bila sedar2 kita x appreciate pun org yg dah sayang kita bertahun2 lamanya..

rasa bodoh gila bila tanpa sedar kita lukakan hati org yg menaruh harapan kt kita..

rasa bodoh gila bila every risks i take.. it end up killing myself..

rasa bodoh gila bila dah experienced many things but still x sedar diri lg..

stupidity is killing me.. :(

bye..



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life isn't always beautiful.

at Sunday, October 02, 2011
hi peeps.

tak penah seumur hidup aku.. aku rasa teruk mcm ni.. maybe this time aku da bertemu buku n ruas..

sepanjang hidup aku.. aku selalu having problems with the one i love.. i dunno why.. is it mereka yg did not understand me or.. i am the one yg too selfish.. pentingkn jaga perasaan sendri.. sampai i didnt realize yg i hurt people feeling..

i do what i wanna do.. eventhough apa yg aku buat tu aku tau totally a mistakes yg memang ta patut aku buat.. i being so childish sampai people ta boleh nk terima aku.

i try to change.. but i keep repeat the same mistakes.. i keep being ego.. i keep being selfish.. sampai people tak tahan dengan my attitude..

i hate letting people monopoly my life.. but i think i need someone yang really determined to guide me become a new me..

but, i ta boleh terima people berkeras dengan aku..

sometimes.. aku terfikir life isn't beautiful at all.. or is it i am the one yg make life look like this..

maybe i need a counselling.. seriously otak aku jammed gila right now.. i dont feel like doing anything and totally feel like dying.. :(

bye.



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