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hey.. thanks for JENGUK jenguk SINGGAH singgah BACA baca & FOLLOW follow my blog yang messy ni. :)

sorry la for the language yang kadang kadang tu tak berape nk proper sgt kn.. but i'll keep using that language. thank you. :)

this blog is officially MINE! i write WHATEVER i want to write. dengg! ;)

so, no HARD feeling. no HEART feeling okay. chill. love ya.. ;p


setelah sekian lama..

at Wednesday, December 21, 2011
assalamualaikum..

after such a long time.. im back.. updating this belog.. :)

lama sangat until i got enough time to experience some tragic incidents..

for me.. jadi seorang ALYN is not that easy.. bukan nak bajet best konon famous ke apa sebab i know im not an artist.. im not a supermodel.. i am nothing.. aku just an ordinary girl that have nothing to be jealous AT ALL..

but seems like some people tak boleh nk tengok aku hidup bahagia.. ada je yg tak kena.. ada je yg tak puas hati.. ada je yg nk memalukan aku.. ada je yg nk menjatuhkan aku.. tak puas lagi ke dengan apa yg korang dah buat dulu? tak cukup lagi ke korang nk hentam aku?

kau and aku.. both bukan TUHAN.. so aku tak boleh nk halang things from happen.. tp apa hak kau nk hukum aku dengan memalukan aku mcm tu? maybe kau jealous ngn aku sebab after what had happened.. i still can survive.. i still can live happily.. tu ke yg korang sakit hati sangat?

whatever perangai aku skalipun.. ada kaitan dengan hidup korang ke? ada aku susahkn mak bapak korang? ada aku kacau adik beradik korang? ada aku hancurkn relationship korang? selama aku hidup ngn perangai aku ni.. aku rasa takde lagi aku kacau hidup orang laen.. yg korang sebuk sangat nk ambk tau pasal personal life aku knpe? ngn sape aku kawan.. none of your probs LANGSUNG..

kau nk nasihatkan aku sebab kesian kt aku? come on jerk.. tengok dulu diri tu mcm mana.. cukup baik ke diri tu sampai nk nasihatkn org? kalau setakat kau pun agama zero akhlak ke longkang lebik kurang aku or maybe lg teruk dr aku.. baik kau nasihatkan diri sendiri dlu..

so ingatlah.. lg 5,6 tahun.. kau aku or sesape tak tahu what will happen.. only TUHAN je yg tau.. drpd korang buang masa sebuk nk ambk tau ngn sape aku berkawan.. apa aku buat.. baik korang jaga awek korang tu leklok.. mana tau 1day TUHAN nk uji.. awek korang yg konon MAHA suci tu jumpa jantan2 tak guna mcm korang.. on that time.. you will know..

korang boleh nk buat maen apa aku ckp.. but fact is still fact.. hidup ni mcm roda.. jgn ingat setiap masa korang je yg boleh buat sesuka hati.. ada time korang akan rasa balik apa yg korang buat kt orang laen dlu..

aku sedar aku tak baik mana pun.. nk ckp pasal TUHAN agama semua.. but aku tau.. TUHAN tu MAHA ADIL.. sebab aku tak penah aniaya orang.. and pls remember.. orang jahat.. tak semestinya akan terus kekal jahat.. and orang baik.. tak semestinya akan terus kekal baik..

bye..


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tolong BACA & FAHAM!

at Wednesday, December 14, 2011
salam..

ni la masalahnya kalau naikkan status yang agak2 mcm bias kt facebook.. ada je yg nk hentam..

ouh man! come on la.. baca bagi paham.. dah paham.. dah rasa ada point nk hentam org.. then baru proceed with your hentaman tuh! ini tak.. terus je nk smash org.. malukan diri sendri je..

nk salahkan org yg update status sbb naikkan status bias mcm tu? facebook dia.. suka hati dia la.. sometimes what people said is based on their experiences.. so kau tau ke ape dia alami tetbe nk hentam cmtu? and dia takde pun ckp ALL.. dia just said MOSTLY.. plus lg.. ada pulak dia tag nama kau kt post tu.. takde kn? tuh pun tak paham ka? tu la.. cikgu ajar english kt skolah dulu tdo.. pastu skng dah besar.. all dengan mostly pun tak tahu beza.. pastu dengan confidence nk berdebat ngn org.. tak ke memalukan diri sendiri sbb last2 kau jugak yg surrender..

kalau kne kt aku.. mang aku sound je.. dah tak paham bahasa sangat kn? ada otak gunalah.. wtpe simpan wt pekasam.. tak paham btol.. and please respect others!

bye..


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kenapa ABANG berubah?

at Monday, December 12, 2011
salam..

tertanya2.. kenapa ye abang berubah? and one day dia dapat peluang nk tanya soalan tu kt abang.. abang just jawab "ntah la.. abang pun taktau".

dia x puas hati.. dia tanya pulak "why suddenly you changed?" abang jawab "dah tu awak suka ke kalau abang macam dulu?"

dia kata sebab tu la dia tak pernah cari abang dah sekarang.. tetbe abang tanya pulak " kenapa ye awak biarkan?apa yg awak dapat?" dia just jawab "i got nothing and i wont ask for anything."

abang cakap.. kadang2 abang tak paham apa yg awak pikir.. dia jawab "maybe fikiran saya too simple or maybe too complicated." dia sendri pun tak sure..

"abang risaukan awak" dia balas "kenapa perlu risau?"

"sebab abang takut orang ambik kesempatan kat awak" 

hmm dah tau takut kenapa you tinggalkn dia tuh? you should take care of her if you love her.. tuh pun susah sangat ke? tuh pun nk kena ajar ke? tuh pun nk kena bagitau sebijik2 ke?

come on la.. you tinggalkan dia.. but you want her to wait for you.. sedangkan you dont even sure if you akan kembali kt dia or not.. so selfish you know..

take your time.. think cook2.. then decide.. jangan sakitkan hati orang.. jangan maen2kn perasaan orang.. sebab mana tau oneday orang akan buat kt kita mcm tuh jugak..

life is too short utk dibazirkan dengan benda2 yang tak sure ni.. pikir2knlah!

bye.


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SNSD datang Malaysia?

at Monday, December 05, 2011
assalamualaikum. :)

bila eyh agakagaknya SNSD nk datang malaysia? nk g tengok la.. KONSERT JELAJAH GIRLS GENERATION.. rasarasa dorang datang malaysia tak? rasa macam nk pegi je..

hahaha tade motif.. kbye..


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mahu mencanang!

at Thursday, December 01, 2011
hey guys.. salam

entry ini akan dibuat seshort yang boleh.. got flu so tak larat nak taip panjangpanjang.. :(

saya ada BF.. tau korang pun ada.. tp aku tak peduli.. aku nk canang jugak BF aku ni.. :)

haha actually dia yang suruh aku cerita pasal dia kat belog aku ni ha.. nak cerita apa pun tak tau la.. so cerita jela seringkas mungkin.. janji cerita.. ye dak?

saya sayang awak walaupun awk bulat mcm doraemon.. saya sayang awak walaupun awak suka nk bagi saya makan hati selalu.. tapi lagi sayang awak kalau ariari awak blanje saya mcD.. hehe

hurm~ pelik la pulak rasa cerita macam ni.. -.-" ni sume EN BF punya pasal la ni.. ada ke paksa orang cerita pasal dia.. ngade je kan awak? hehe

anyway.. i sayang you la my dear walaupun awak jauh and tak dapat nk blanje saya mcD harihari.. :)

bye.. selamat malam.. *lotsoflove


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entry pendek.

at Tuesday, November 29, 2011
salam peeps..

entry ni simplesimple je.. penat! tak larat nk menaip panjangpanjang.. actually aku penat sebab buat lab report tak abesabes walaupun dah berharihari.. bosan kn asyik baca aku cerita pasal lab report je.. haha sungguh la lab report ni femes btol.. now ramai orang dah tau pasal kau la weyh. *pheww

gtg.. babai.. happy blogging and goodnight. :)


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disaat semua orang sedang bersukaria menonton bola~

at Sunday, November 27, 2011
hye korang.. assalamualaikum. :)

pheww!!! penat ouh.. bukan penat sebab pegi bukit jalil tengok bola malaysia lawan bahrain.. tapi penat sebab nk menyiapkan lab report.. lab report oh lab report~ mang tak penah nk abes..

orang laen sume tengah berdebardebar tension stress bagai sebab tengok match bola yg confirm la sangat dramatic dan boleh membuat jantung rasa mc nk mmelompat keluar.. aku kat bilik tengah bertungkus lumus menghadap lappy yg dah berhabuk berasap ni.. dari td dok menaip je.. da alaala kerani pun ade.. haihh!!! apela nasib..

okay nak selitkn jugak.. tahniah tu harimau malaya sebab berjaya jugak sumbatkan goal satu.. go! go! go!

anneyong~ nk sambung kembali kerja yg tergendala. :)

happy blogging and goodnight..


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feel like i don't belong to that class!

at Sunday, November 27, 2011
assalamualaikum..

it had been one and half years.. we chemical and process engineering students group B had been together.. but as time goes by.. i dont feel like i belong to that class.. so sad. :(

first sem.. everything masih lg okay.. but things becomes worst and worst.. sem bertukar sem and we become like an enemy.. satu class but berpuakpuak.. cool kn?

sometimes bila tengok class laen.. so damn jealous! why dorg boleh sangat bersatupadu? boleh nk hangout together like a family.. like a close friends.. but ktorg not like that.. ktorg cant even communicate with each other.. that's how much we hate each other..

"masalah terbesar perempuan ialah susah untuk melupakan sedangkan masalah terbesar lelaki ialah senang sangat nk melupakan.." that's the case at my side.. i hate them because of that.. because of what had they done to me.. i will never ever forget what they had done to me..

hati aku hancur bila my classmates backstabbed me.. bila my classmates involve in that stupid PLAN.. so, that's the end of our friendship.. 

pada yg baca.. nk condemn ke nk ape ke.. lantak korg.. but you will know apa perasaan aku bila korg kt tmpt aku.. mcm mana org yg korg anggap kwn sanggup backstabbed u guys.. i will never forget that feeling.. EVER!

kbye..


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ohmaii~

at Thursday, November 24, 2011
salam guys. :)

everything is gettin' worst.. cmane ni? huhu quiz terbang ntah ke mane.. test lingkup terus.. lab report pun hidup segan mati x mahu.. :(

berlakon mcm cool gila.. but actually dlm hati Tuhan jela yg tahu mcm rasanya.. suddenly takut nk face exam sem ni.. rasa mcm apa yg blaja sume mcm takde je.. rasa down gila..

ya Allah! apa kne ngn aku ni? nk ulang balik sejarah hitam sem 1 dlu ke? tak nak la.. taubat da.. serik! malu!

dgn situation mulut aku yg penuh ngn ulser ni.. rasa lg la stress.. da berminggu tak baik2 jugak knpe la.. ubat da telan.. air da minum.. tdo awal mcm doktor suruh pun sudh.. tapi baiknya x jugak.. hmm

hmm need time to recover.. need time to get back to normal.. and need time to muhasabah balik diri ni..

happy blogging peeps! kbye..


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FIRST TIME!

at Tuesday, November 22, 2011
hey guys.. assalamualaikum. :)

lama ngupdate belog ni.. hm kinda busy this week..especially tomorrow.. sepanjang hari QUIZ & TEST.. pheww! mang bengkak otak.. :(

hm actually td aku g pusat kesihatan.. n that was my first time going there.. and terima kasih sbb kne perli dgn si doktor.. hahaha reason:: da teruk baru nk dtg..

so, lepas ni sye dtg selalu ye doktor.. mekaseh bg lecture td. :)

bye.. :)


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Segmen Cik Bunny: Jom Blogwalking!

at Sunday, November 20, 2011
salam peeps..

okay cik bunny buat segmen.. dia ajak join.. ekeke *poyo sket

so, kalau nk join skali ke dua kali ke.. x kesah la brape kali pun.. klik  la banner dia yg comel kt bawah ni..



dia kata x payah buat entry.. tp buat jela tp xnk la tulis byk2.. tp mcm x baik pulak.. tp xpe je kot.. haha

kbye. :) 


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why SA?

at Sunday, November 20, 2011
assalamualaikum guys!

arghh! again im in shah alam.. really hate it! 

bila la nk habis ni? cepat la.. lagi lama im here.. lg aku x suka..

p/s:: otak mereng! -.-"

bye..



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lab report OH~ lab report

at Tuesday, November 15, 2011
assalamualaikum korang..

entri utk malam ni berkisah tentang lab report aku yg da berminggu2 pun x siapsiap jugak.. ape cte? and kalau nk lagi gempak.. lusa nk kne antar.. arini baru la dapat hidayah nk buat.. hehe

hebat tak? tp mang susah la lab report ni.. search tenet pun sebijik apa pun xde.. buat seksa hidup je.. 

but.. yeahh! finally found it.. so dah boleh nk start.. :)

goodluck for me.. and goodnight for you.. :)

happy blogging.. tadaa~


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SUKAN SEA INDONESIA!

at Tuesday, November 15, 2011
salam and selamat petang guys..

today kelas pagi until 10.30am saje.. so mang aku ada banyak sangat masa lapang.. and i use the time untuk tdo.. bhahaha bagus kn?

actually after bangun tdo td.. scrollscroll kt dashboard belog.. ternampak satu entri pasal kedudukan pingat malaysia at SUKAN SEA.. and suddenly rasa rugi pulak tak dapat nk tengok.. wuhuhu sbbnya rumah sewa kt shah alam ni.. we DONT have a TV.. sadisnya bunyi aite?

tp mang la.. besenye aku mang tengok sukansukan mcm tu.. sbb best kn? tengok negara sendri bertanding.. rasa nk soraksorak.. GO MALAYSIA! hehe

tp tu la.. da xde rezeki nk tengok.. nk wt cmane kn.. xkn la aku nk kuar duet g beli tv sebijik sematamata sbb nk tengok sukan sea je.. kering la duet aku.. da la tengah bankrupsi skng ni..

anyway.. again~ GO MALAYSIA! 

happy blogging and goodbye~ :)


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kenapa orang suka ROSAKKAN relationship org laen?

at Monday, November 14, 2011
salam guys..

today.. lg accurate.. now aku sedih.. :(

kenapa ey org suka pecahbelahkn hubungan org laen? x kesah la friendship ke special relationship ke.. sometimes tu rasa terkilan jugak la sbb org buat mcm tu kt kte kn sedangkn we did nothing to them..

contoh mcm aku.. aku suka memaen.. tp people yg x knal aku tu sebuk nk take it serious and misjudge ape aku ckp or buat.. the facts dorg xtau.. then buat cerita.. cerita itu ini pom pang pom pang.. dah x pasal sana trase.. sini tersentap.. elok ke mcm tu?

setahu aku la.. aku x penah lg rosakkn hubungan org.. n tak pernah terlintas pun nk buat mcm tu kt org.. sbb aku tau ape parasaan bila org buat mcm tu kt kte.. 

sometimes kte x sedar ape yg kte buat tu.. but org yg busuk hati ni.. pikir negative pastu canang cte sana sini.. byk sgt ke masa free sampai sebuk nk jahanam kn relationship org? kurang kaseh sayang sgt ke korangkorang ni? sedih la aku ble pikir bnde ni..

but whatever it is.. aku doakan orangorang ni sedarlah.. cukupcukup la tu buat mcm tu.. x dapat ape pun..

hmm life must go on aite? bye guys.. thanks baca.. happy blogging.. *sigh



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dulu TAK SAMA mcm sekarang..

at Sunday, November 13, 2011
salam and selamat petang peeps.. :)

today is sunday.. sunday is the day for me to go back to shah alam.. so, i hate today and i hate sunday! haha

hmm actually nk cerita pasal YESTERDAY NIGHT.. long ago we like a stranger.. and then we became a bit closer.. pastu ntah mcm mane.. kte jadi like an enemy.. quite a long time jugak.. but again ntah mcm mane.. we suddenly jadi mcm kawan baek yg dah kenal 10thn.. chatting, sharing stories, laughing like nothing happen.

but im glad it ended that way.. eventhough tak boleh nk mcm dlu.. but still boleh nk jadi like a friend.. maybe~

whatever it is.. everything is gettin' better right now.. 

=the end=

bye.. take care. :)


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CHROME~ tolonglah jangan jd mcm MOZILLA~

at Saturday, November 12, 2011
salam guys..

eii.. bikin aku geram jela.. arini semua bnde pun tak boleh.. itu tak boleh.. ini lg la tak boleh..

hey geram betol la aku ngn chrome ni.. tetbe je buat perangai mcm mozilla fireFAKE.. nk maen cityville pun dah x boleh.. abes la bandar kesayangan aku tu~

dengan YM tak boleh nk installnya.. ntah macammacam masalah la.. ke sebnarnya lappy aku yg bermasalah? or tenet aku yg bersalah? tak pun aku yg ada masalah? aishh pokok pangkalnya mang tak puas hati la..

so, cmane now?nk buat ape pun tak boleh.. layan korea jela.. hehe (tetbe lari tajuk kn.. ekeke)

goodnyte.. bye. :)


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masa masa KRITIKAL!

at Saturday, November 12, 2011
salam peeps..

warghhhh! tomorrow nk balik shah alam dah.. masamasa yg paling la aku x suka and takut..

actually rasa sedih sebenarnya.. reason? takdapatdikenalpasti..

*sigh mcm x ready je nk balik shah alam.. IBU~ help! 

mood:: sedih terlebih ni.. :(

bye. :(


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follower bertambah! :)

at Thursday, November 10, 2011
assalamualaikum guys. :)

alhamdulillah.. follower da bertambah.. td tengok da 300.. hehe happy gila. :)

ni la follower ke-300 aku.. CIK JIJAH COMEY :)

pape pun.. thanks to those yg sudi nk singgah nk follow belog aku ntah pape nie.. appreciate your kindness. :)

happy blogging.. tadaa~


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hati tu Allah yg pegang.

at Thursday, November 10, 2011


morning peeps~

sumpah gila.. pukul 2.53AM sempat lg nk update belog.. kalau orang laen. lena dah tdo siap mimpi bestbest lg..

actually tak boleh tdo.. so blogwalking la kejap.. hehe tp penat dah.. then tatau nk wtpe.. so, bacalah novel.. CONTENGAN JALANAN by HLOVATE..



semua hasil karya HLOVATE mang terbaik.. setiap novel dia ade something yg cuba disampaikan.. bkn novel semata2.. bukan cerita cinta semata2 mcm dlm most novel kt luar sana.. totally different! and i think maybe jarang or xkn ada la kt luar sana kalau korang nk jumpa novel yg berunsurkn mcm novelnovel by HLOVATE ni.. this is something that MUST be read if you guys seorang kaki novel.. recommended!

open our eyes.. open our hearts.. Allah is everything.. :)

bye. :)

p/s:: "hati tu Allah yg pegang" one of my favourite sentence in CJ..  ^_^


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Segmen : aku adalah blogger

at Thursday, November 10, 2011
assalamualaikum..n morning guys. :)

di pagipagi buta yg sunyi dan bosan ni.. rasa nk join segmen lg la.. kali ni nk join segmen blogger nabila.. so, nk join klik la banner bawah ni..



aku suka nk join segmen (s) sbb aku suka nk exposekn diri as a blogger even aku berblogging pun sekadar sukasuka.. annoying? x kesah pun..

so, jom la ramai2 join.. support segmen yg blogger nabila ni buat. :)

bye.. :)


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belog PINK or PURPLE?

at Monday, November 07, 2011
hello guys!

okay.. aku confused! belog aku ni sebenarnya PINK ke PURPLE? sekali usha purple.. dua kali usha pink.. tiga kali tenung.. terus tatau pink ke purple..

zzzZZZzz bye. :)


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QUIZ di hari raya. :)

at Monday, November 07, 2011
morning ollss!

mang bertuah badan.. harihari raya mcm ni pun kne jawab quiz jugak kn..

and lg terbaek bila kelas seblom cuti aku dengan otainye g ponteng.. konon bajetbajet terer da la kn.. skali ambk kau! x boleh nk jawab.. soalan gila vavi punya susah.. plus ngn kepala otak aku yg RAM dia 1GB pun x sampai.. mana la aku nk ingat kn.. mang mcm haram je..

hm mang naseb badan la kn.. jangan sampai aku fail sudah la.. masak aku nanti.. malu muka.. mekap tebal 10inch pun blom tentu boleh tutp malu.. aigoo~

salam hari raya.. bye! :)


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weehuu~ akhirnya sampai jua!

at Saturday, November 05, 2011
salam n morning sume.. :)

mood arini.. SUPER DUPER HAPPY! yayy! haha :)

weehuu~ rasa nk gelak gulingguling.. :)

haha happy sangat ni.. rasa tak boleh nk stop senyumsenyum manje ni. :)

gila ah.. lama gila kot x jumpa.. rasa taknak balik da je kot.. ekeke :)

selamat tinggal la shah alam. :)

bye. :)


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Segmen : Jom Join Bloglist Ien !

at Thursday, November 03, 2011

morning. :)

pagipagi buta dah join another segmen.. rajin tak? ekeke


klik banner atas tu if nk join k..

p/s:: jom la join skali.. bg lg meriah. :)

byebye..have a nice day. :)


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SEGMEN JOM NAIKKAN JUMLAH FOLLOWER DENGAN MENDADAK!

at Thursday, November 03, 2011
hyehye. :)

saje je nk join segmen ni.. sbb rasanya mcm da lama tak active kt belog ni..


so, kalau nk join klik la banner atas tu ye. :)

byebye. :)


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BEN ASHAARI & LYSSA SECRET : Antara dua blog

at Sunday, October 30, 2011


klik la banner kalau nk join. :)

hmm ape ey persamaan both belog ni? duadua pun blogger otai kot.. hehe belog gempak abes.. sape x knal.. sebut nama mesti mostly blogger kenal.. kn?kn?

okay.. mcm mane nk majukan belobelog ni.. x cukup maju lg ke? hehe just keep on blogging.. wt segmen best2 konfem la bertambahtambah maju kn.. :)

tu jela.. kbye. :)


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ape nk jadi~

at Sunday, October 30, 2011
hye all. :)

saje ngupdate belog yg da nyawanyawa ikan ni..hehe

aku tatau la ape nk jadi ngn aku skang.. makin hari makin malas.. makin hari makin lost interest.. makin hari makin nk kne MAKI kot la.. lalala~

2hari cuti mang la dok keje ngadap lappy je kn.. aku rasa la kalau lappy ni boleh do any actions.. mang aku rasa siasia je aku kne tempeleng.. muak kot dia nengok muka aku.. ekeke tp ade aku kesah? :)

hm homework x banyak.. lab report banyak.. nk kne study pun banyak.. tp knpe la aku stii banyak sgt masa free? *konpiuskonpius -.-"

ble la nk sedar diri kn.. dah tau x pandai nk malasmalas lg.. ni la org tak sedar dek untung.. ngee

esok aku muhasabah diri kot. :)

bye. :)


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semua ada!

at Sunday, October 23, 2011
hye! hye! hye!

lama x meng'update belog.. hehe abes bersarang labahlabah dah. :)

hmm skrg ni mcmmcm ada kn.. aku ni.. semua pun ada.. FACEBOOK dgn BELOG opkos la kn.. FORMSPRING lg.. tambah pulak dgn TWITTER.. ada lg TUMBLR.. apa lg? haa.. and yg paling latest.. GOOGLE+ .. 

mang havoc la kn.. gempak abes sume pun nk ada.. haha tp gunanya bukan tau pun.. twitter.. ntah mcm mane nk guna.. sampai sudh x reti2.. :)

skng da tambah pulak ngn google+ ni hah.. guna mcm mana pun aku xtau.. maen buat je..

hehe tp ade aku kesah aku x reti guna? janji aku ada semua.. so bila org tanya.. xde la JAKUN sgt kn?  :)

bye..


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aku rindu!

at Monday, October 17, 2011
hi ollss..

hmm mood: sedih sesedihnya.. :(

ibu abah.. rindu sangat kt ibu abah.. da lama tak balik umah.. da almost 2months.. mang pecah record peribadi.. tak penah tak balik sampai 2bulan.. :(

gaya mcm dok kt AFRICA je.. sedangkan dok shah alam je pun.. haihh asal plan nk balik mesti last minit cancel.. sedih kot.. ada je halangan..

ibu, rindu nk makan sambal ikan bilis.. nk makan daging masak kicap.. nk makan ikan pedas.. nk makan nasi lemak.. huhu ngidam nk makan sume bnde la..

hmm ni pun ntah bila la baru dapat balik.. raya haji nanti.. kot? yela kot sebab my sistar balik ouhh.. ekeke

ibu.. wait ar..raya haji ni anakanakmu sume ada kt rumah.. nasib la kecoh habisan.. haha cant wait for the hari raya aidiladha this year.. :)

miss you ibuabah, alongkakakfarish, angahalang & yanaanis.. do take care of yourself k guys.. muahh muahh muahh  :)

lots of love from achik.. bye. <3


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JANGAN BACA!

at Sunday, October 16, 2011
*sigh

i know i don't deserve anything.. and sbb aku tau i'm nothing.. i can't even say anything..

but jaga la hati aku sket pun jd la.. tak banyak pun aku mintak.. aku punya la tunggu kau.. tp sampai sudah takde.. aku jugak nk kne cri kau balik.. sedangkn org laen kau boleh je cntct time tu..

aku tau aku byk buat salah.. tp jgn buat aku malu ngn diri sendri.. jgn buat aku mcm terhegehhegeh.. kau buat aku mcm takde beza ngn dia.. aku sapa? dia tu sape? aku tau kau knal dia da lama.. aku x mintak kau tinggalkn dia pun.. aku cuma mintak kau x samakn aku ngn dia..

harap kau yg dimaksudkan baca entry ni and paham perasaan aku..

bye..


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kalau aku bg PELEMPANG sebijik amacam?

at Saturday, October 15, 2011
hi..

kenapa la ada manusia yg ckp tu kalau boleh nk gebang je?? konon lawa la tu hah.. hello! jangan nk BAJET sgt la kn.. bikin aku hangin je..

mai sini aku nk habaq sket..

satu.. manusia oii.. kau jangan la nk berjanji mcmmcm dgn aku.. konon MCM bagus la kn.. tp apa pun takde.. weyh aku x hadap pun la.. so, jangan la memalukan diri sendiri.. aku pulak yg malu utk kau..

dua.. wahai manusia.. kau jangan BUATBUAT baik sgt la dgn aku.. time susah nk mintak tolong kau cri aku.. merayurayu mintak tolong..ckp pom pang pom pang.. tp bila senang kau hilang lesap ntah ke mana..

tiga.. manusia gila.. kau jangan nk godagoda aku.. bg ayat power gila.. konon kau ingat aku nk cair la kn.. mintak maap la ye sbb aku x TERGODA pun.. sebab ape? sebab kau ngn kawankawan kau semua sama.. kalau dah kawankawan kau perangai mcm ***** kau pun mesti lebih kurang je kn..

empat.. jangan cari aku sebab nk mintak yg bukanbukan.. kau ingat aku apa? sorry la ye SAYANG.. aku takde la pulak sediakan services yg mcm tu.. kalau nk jugak.. boleh la try cri org laen..okay?

semuasemua tu mang la saje nk mintak pelempang dr aku kn.. aku baikbaik.. jangan nk pijak kepala sgt la manusia oi..

aku baik org pijak kepala.. aku jahat org mengata.. ape yg korang nk sebenarnya? demm!

bye..

p/s:: mood: angin puting beliung satu badan!


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:)

at Thursday, October 13, 2011
hye ollss..

it'd been 4 years.. 4 years with happiness and mostly of it is sadness.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da siasiakan.. 4 years yg aku rasa aku da make fool of myself..

in that 4 years.. aku tinggalkan reality demi utk bnde x pasti.. aku gagal.. but to turn back things like before.. for me mang impossible.. so i keep living a life full of risks.. until the day aku rasa aku da ckup stupid utk terus menstupidkn diri and hidup aku.. i cant take no more risks..

aku tinggalkan (!) but i cant live without (!).. aku cari balik (!).. but betrayal still going on.. until the day.. aku rasa (!) is (!) with feelings.. bkn robot without emotions.. 

aku suddenly realized da 4 years.. and (!) always there by my side.. apa aku buat is nothing compared to ape yg (!) buat for me.. (!) efforts.. (!) sacrifices.. (!) tears.. aku x mampu nk bayar balik semua tu..

now, really appreciate (!) sbb never leave me even once..

bye.. :)



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sorry for the troubles

at Monday, October 10, 2011
assalamualaikum..

otak tengah serabut.. fikiran tengah celaru.. jiwa tengah kacau.. mula la kn pikir nk buat mcm2.. including something bad... hehe

to those yg aku ada tanya bukan2 semlm tu.. im sorry sbb bg serabut you all ngn soalan pelik2 tp benar tu.. just forget that k.. :)

suddenly rasa malu ngn diri sendri sbb pikir yg tidak2 kn.. SORRY again. *peace*

kejahatan tak patut dibalas dengan kejahatan..

bye.


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dulu tak suka. skrg da jatuh sayang.

at Saturday, October 08, 2011
hallo und guten tag. :)

ich name ist alyn.. ich wohne in shah alam.. ich komme aus kuala lumpur.. hehe thats some of basics deutsch words yg aku da blaja.. suddenly rasa hebat pulak kn sbb reti la menulis deutsch walaupun just basic2 je.. :)

haa.. tu intro je tuh.. saja nk riak sikit.. :) actually rasa mcm nk cte pasal mamat sorg ni.. hehe cute gila kot.. aku mula2 tuh aku mcm frust sket la ngn dia ni.. tp da lama lama tuh.. aku rasa mcm.. OMG! sumpah makin hari makin comel gila la dia ni..

even dah a month tak jumpa.. still aku teringat2 kt dia tuh.. rindu gila vavi punya la kn.. kalau jumpa.. mang aku peluk cium dia puas puas.. mcm aku kesah la pulak kn org nk ckp ape.. suka aku la kn nk wt ape.. hehe

seriously say.. aku confirm aku akan sayang dia sampai bila bila la.. sebab aku da sayang dia sangat2.. eventhough aku kenal dia baru je a month ++ ..





inilah mamat yg aku maksudkn tuh.. :)



kn FARISH kn? hehe CIK LIN sayang benor ngn kamu tau tak.. ni dah lama x jumpa.. jgn nk sombong2 k.. kng cik lin puk dahi farish.. :)

farish tak sayang kt cik na xpe.. kn YANA? haha



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bole percaya ke?

at Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Tag. :)

hehe perasan tak belog ni ada content warning kn? owner dia ni buat la mcm tuh kerana belog ni dia yg punya.. 

ini dia punya personal belog.. so yg banyaknya ialah luahan perasaan hati jiwa yg tengah kacau yg rasa mcm rasa nk nanges, gelak ketawa, maki hamun, mencarut semua yg ada talian darah la.. and also from WHAT HAD HAPPENED around her.. bukan rekaan.. :)

okay.. SAYANG at first meet.. bole percaya ke? hehe ridiculous jela kot bg aku.. nk ckp sayang senang.. senang sangat.. mcm minum air.. tp nk betul2 sayang tuh.. susah ouh.. kalau ada 10 lelaki yg ckp sayang.. maybe 1 or 2 je yg really really mean it..

hehe.. but bila pikir balik.. mcm weird je sbb mcm mana la word SAYANG tuh boleh hilang value mcm tuh je.. sangat sangat la pelik.. ey hmm x pelik sangat kot.. :)

seriously.. u can simply accept it but dont simply believe it.. high risk! kang ada yg merana tubuh badan inside and outside nanti..

daa..

p/s:: SAYANG yg dimaksudkan di atas adalah bukan sayang biasa biasa but sayang yg gaka luar biasa drpd yg biasa.. sekian.. :)








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MALU sikit pun jd la.. bole tak?

at Wednesday, October 05, 2011
olla fellas.. :)

aku nk mengumpat sikit.. walaupun xde la sikit mane pun.. hehe

cmni la.. ada la sorang manusia ni kn.. nk cte pasal dia la..

kenapa la mcm tak tahu malu ey awk ni? awk mintak tolong kt org.. org tolong je.. awk nk g dating, org temankn.. awk nk kuar g mkn, org temankan.. awk nk g sana sini pun org temankan..

tp sejak awk da ada boyfriend ni.. awk berubah.. jd annoying sgt sampaikan org sakit hati ngn awk pun awk x sedar.. bole lg wt mcm xde pape..

org mintak awk teman kuar kejap je pun.. awk ckp tak boleh reason kononnya esok awk ada kelas.. ouh man! come on la dear.. before ni.. before awk ada boyfriend.. awk x kesah pun.. kenapa sekarang baru nk kesah pasal kelas ke ape? selama ni org ada kelas tp bila awk mintak tolong teman.. org temankn je.. sbb ape? sbb org pikir awk tu MUSUH.. ey silap.. KAWAN okay? xnk la awk kuar sorg2.. kn bahaya.. tp awk slamber2 je suh org kuar sorg.. 

ish ish ish.. awk ni xde perasaan malu ke buat org mcm tu.. da la awk mcm mempergunakan org.. jgn la buat muka x bersalah sedangkan awk mang buat salah.. alah, setakat ngn boyfriend awk tu.. kalau btol la dia syg awk.. awk teman org kuar sejam dua xknnya dia nk lari tinggalkan awk..

so, pls la malu sikit ye.. :)

sorry, ter mengumpat lebih sikit la pulak.. donke schoen!

byebyebye.. :)


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susah x semestinya x boleh.

at Tuesday, October 04, 2011
what's up there..

it does take times for me to cure everything..

it does take times for me to forget everything..

it does take times for me to straighten back my mind..

everything take times.. but i don't want to spent too much times on things like this..

i hope sooner or later.. everything will be back to normal.. susah x semestinya x boleh kn.. all i need is determination.. so,

bye.



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stupido!

at Monday, October 03, 2011
hi ollss..

rasa bodoh gila bila kita buat baik kt org tp balasan yg kita dapat is sebaliknya..

rasa bodoh gila bila kita truly sayang people then because of one mistake.. everything ended in worst manner..

rasa bodoh gila bila sedar2 kita x appreciate pun org yg dah sayang kita bertahun2 lamanya..

rasa bodoh gila bila tanpa sedar kita lukakan hati org yg menaruh harapan kt kita..

rasa bodoh gila bila every risks i take.. it end up killing myself..

rasa bodoh gila bila dah experienced many things but still x sedar diri lg..

stupidity is killing me.. :(

bye..



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life isn't always beautiful.

at Sunday, October 02, 2011
hi peeps.

tak penah seumur hidup aku.. aku rasa teruk mcm ni.. maybe this time aku da bertemu buku n ruas..

sepanjang hidup aku.. aku selalu having problems with the one i love.. i dunno why.. is it mereka yg did not understand me or.. i am the one yg too selfish.. pentingkn jaga perasaan sendri.. sampai i didnt realize yg i hurt people feeling..

i do what i wanna do.. eventhough apa yg aku buat tu aku tau totally a mistakes yg memang ta patut aku buat.. i being so childish sampai people ta boleh nk terima aku.

i try to change.. but i keep repeat the same mistakes.. i keep being ego.. i keep being selfish.. sampai people tak tahan dengan my attitude..

i hate letting people monopoly my life.. but i think i need someone yang really determined to guide me become a new me..

but, i ta boleh terima people berkeras dengan aku..

sometimes.. aku terfikir life isn't beautiful at all.. or is it i am the one yg make life look like this..

maybe i need a counselling.. seriously otak aku jammed gila right now.. i dont feel like doing anything and totally feel like dying.. :(

bye.



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