expressing the feelings are not easy. but nak simpan pun tak senang jugak.
kalau la boleh nak undur balik masa. i wanna be one of them who will do it.
7 or 8 years before. i wanna go back to that time. and the one thing yang aku nak avoid is the stupid thing called "couple".
like seriously. for me. sampai sekrg. i think because of that my life is ruined. seronok memang seronok. leka kejar seronok dunia sampai lupa seronok tu kejap je. time tu je. but your life panjang lagi. your future pun panjang lagi.
bagi la alasan banyak mana pun. benda dah lepas. menyesal pun tak guna. redha jela.
bagi aku. after been hurt so many times. aku taknak dah semua tu. kalau ada problem whatsoever i prefer to run away. just left things unsettled. just avoid everything anything and anyone yang berkenaan. cuz nanti lama lama lupa la. tapi dunia ni kecik je. lari la jauh mana pun. sorok la dalam mana pun. oneday mesti akan terjumpa jugak. directly or indirectly. so sampai bila nak lari daripada reality. be brave and face it.
mana yang rasa tak elok. elakkan. it is just the matter of you want it or you don't want it. buat jahat buat baik kita sendiri yang pilih. Allah dah bagi akal untuk berfikir. kita je yang sometimes taknak guna. what a waste.
whatever it is. dunia sekrg dah akhir zaman. macam macam benda tak elok jadi. jaga diri. inshaAllah selamat dunia akhirat. ingatan untuk diri sendiri jugak. thanks and assalamualaikum. :)
