skali.. sye maafkn.. dua kali pun sye maafkn.. tiga kali.. rasa2nya nk maafkn ke?? payah.. hati da hancur ble again and again.. the same thing happen.. again and again.. it hurt me alot.. makin sye maafkn.. makin sye dengar word maaf tu.. makin sye kecewa.. makin sye sakit hati.. makin sye sedih..
sampai ble nk buat sye cmni?? tau ape yg buat tu salahkn?? but knpe buat lg then mintak maaf?? setiap kali pun cmtu.. hati sye ade pikir x? just once.. letak diri kt tempat sye.. rasa ape yg sye rasa skng.. sgt2 sakit..
sye bertahan selama ni sbb sye ingat akan ada perubahan.. sket pun jd la.. sye x mintak byk pun.. but everything jd makin teruk.. sye rasa terhina sgt ble cmtu..
trying to manipulate pikiran sye kononnya yg sebnarnya bkn cmtu.. sye percaya.. but ni balasannya?? mang kejam.. bodohnya sye sbb lembut hati.. bodohnya sye sbb percaya.. bodohnya sye sbb i willing to do anything sbb nk kasih sayang tu.. tp apa pun sye x dapat..
trying to live happily.. and i found it so hard lg2 ble adanya awk.. im sorry..
