da lame aku x menulis..arini aku nk menulis..this entry specially dedicated to ABDUL RASYID KASMAN..
hey you..i'm soorry i hurt you a lot...i'd done wrong...byk sgt salah sye sampai kalau nk list pun..maybe 2,3 muka surat jugak la..i just dunno myself..y i'm doing that to you...i just dunno..sye punca masalahnye...awk x salah pape pun..awk baik sgt kt sye..sampai sye rase malu ngn awk sbb sye x sebaik mane ngn awk..
i'm not good enough for you..i don't appreciate you..i know you realize all that..but awk buat x nampak je sume tu..and that away awk buat sye rase lg bersalah..sye rase sye nie da mcm org jahat je..awk byk tolong sye time sye sush..tp sye mcm x kenang budi..sume awk buat i just take it sambil lewa je.. x pernah serious..sye penat da mcm nie..penat x jujur ngn awk..smpai ble sye nk tpu awk kn?? tp sye syg awk x penah tpu...cme sye sendri x pasti ape perasaan sye..
soorry again..dulu i thought maybe someday i will changed..but nampak gayanye mcm bukan senang nk berubah..maybe i just being too selfish..so then it's hard for me to change..sye xnk buat awk sedih sbb sye lg..tu buat sye rase mcm lg jahat to you..
it's okayy if you hate me my dear..mang patut pun awk benci sye..and patutnye lame dulu awk da patut benci sye..ngn perangai sye mcm nie...sape pun x ske kn..but i rather choose you to hate me now than later..before everything gettin worst..before everything jd lg complicated..before awk lg kecewa ngn sye..so, i decide to end everything..maybe nampak mcm kejam sbb tetbe je kn..but ini cre yg paling okayy sye dapat pikir..
and again..truly from my heart..i wanna say soorrry..live well o live hell..you choose..take care and goodbye..
p/s:: you don't know him...and i don't want to say anything bout him..soorry again..
