y like this??

aku ni mang jenis yg x banyak kwn.. sbb aku bkn la jenis yg banyak ckp.. peramah nk tegur org x kenal x tntu pasal.. and maybe org xnk kawan ngn aku sbb aku sombong ke ape.. tp aku x kesah la.. org nk mengata ape pun kn.. sbb aku kawan ngn org yg nk kawan ngn aku je..

sepanjang 20thn aku hidup la.. and selama baru beberapa thn yg aku baru tau nk knal people around me ni.. aku rasa mcm2 jenis org da aku jmpe.. yg baek.. yg x baek.. yg setia.. yg x setia.. yg selfish.. betrayer.. backstabber.. mcm2 la.. sampaikn aku rasa mcm da bleh nk adapt dgn  bnde2 ni.. tp kdg2 tu terguris.. terluka jugak la hati aku ni..

tp nk buat cmane kn.. da namanya pun manusia.. ade yg okay ade yg x.. ade yg ikhlas dgn kte.. ade yg x.. so kte kne la pandai2 nk deal ngn suma tu.. kalau aku.. cthnya mcm skng.. i'm dealing with a person yg ada certain2 characteristic mcm yg aku ckp td.. at last.. ape yg aku buat.. trained hati aku supaya buat x tau.. act like usual.. mcm xde ape2 jd.. and it better that way rather than u pikir je all the time... kusut kepala nanti..

people's behaviour sgt mengajar aku utk knal mcm mana sebnarnya bnde yg kte panggl "LIFE" ni.. 

THE END  :(

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kenapakah begitu??

hmm.. y ey aku sering rasa seperti x dihargai?? sedangkn aku da cbe sebaik mungkin utk jaga my perangai.. not gettin angry easily.. trying not to make people annoying dgn aku.. trying not to easily trase dgn perangai certain2 org around me.. and i try nk jaga hati org laen.. but rasa sume tu sia2 je.. sbb org laen x appreciate pun.. hati aku xde sape jaga..

aku sibuk2 la nk jaga hati org.. sampaikn hati sendri x terjaga.. biar je sume rasa tu bergumpal.. sampaikn rasa nk jerit je sbb x puas hati ngn perangai org2 ni.. but aku tau la.. sape kte nk make people follow kte pnye cara kn.. people is not perfect.. sama la mcm aku.. so nk xnk.. we still have to respect others right.. walaupun x puas hati..

cuma.. i hope jgn la sampai 1day.. aku tetbe explode.. and make people benci dgn aku.. chill.. :)

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super bodo bodo

tetbe rasa diri mcm x brape pandai.. bahasa kasar sket bodoh la.. ntah la.. terpikir kn sumthing sebnarnya rite now.. rasa mcm konpius.. but x sure la konpius ke x.. sbb everything is on me kn.. if i decide to make myself konpius.. then konpius la jawabnya.. if not.. then not la..aiyaa

tp kn y huh i feel mcm useless je ble think bout that ha??? rasa mcm.. "arrghh.. y aku cmni?? y u being so fake alyn??" cmtu la.. really fake.. trying to act like normal.. but hmm mcm x bleh je.. sakit2..

aku rasa la if i continue je mcm ni.. mang mau pecah kepala otak pikir.. jiwa pun mesti terancam skali.. payah2.. y la life is so difficult?? ke aku yg make it difficult?? hmm ntah la kn..

yeahh.. i read this td.. someone's status..  "if you WANT me in your life,put me there. I shudn't hve to fight for a spot." 
kn senang.. ahahaaa but impossible la kn.. kne sedar diri sket la awk tu cmane kn alyn.. so jgn nk berangan lebih2 la.. buat malu urself je.. :)

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me is me.. any objection??

hmm.. da 2 hari aku gaduh ngn dia kn.. but aku peduli ape.. aku da ckp kn no..so NO la.. apeyg payah sgt nk paham.. now u can see la kalau aku mcm cne jdnye kn.. i told u before.. jgn push me to start marah sbb nanti anda jugak yg susah.. aku mang cmni.. so terpulang la ske ke x.. aku ubah diri aku.. perangai aku.. only if aku sendri yg nk buat cmtu.. kalau stakat.. okay girl, i dont like ur attitude la.. can u changed??demi sye owhh.. mang sorry la kalau gitu.. x kesah la demi moore ke.. demi masa ke.. I DONT CARE AT ALL..okay??

stop bout the gaduh2 story.. now cte pasal my family.. YA ALLAH..sedihnya..my ibu jatuh.. both kaki bengkak sampai sush nk jalan.. and lg sedih.. how come yesterday aku baru tau?? ske buat cmtu.. sakit bkn nk bgtau aku.. rasa terpinggir gle.. but its okay la.. my ibu ckp.. dia okay.. jgn sedih2.. ibu, please take care of urself okay.. i love you.. :(

okay.. other crte.. u.. i mang la terpikir only u je ble i sedih.. i dont know why.. but only with u i can cry, laugh freely.. dgn u.. i jd diri i sendri.. and u always there when i need u.. im sorry if i ade buat salah kt u... 1 day.. i will tebus balik salah i kt u.. so, wait for me..

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jgn nk kurang ajar ngn aku

aku da lame x merepek kt sini cuz mcm xde bnde pun yg nk dicerita.. but today mang la aku sgt2 rasa nk membebel plus nk mencarut sgala bagai.. sume sbb sorg manusia ni yg ske sgt ckp x pakai kepala otak.

Tuhan da bg otak tu gne la leklok.. ckp biar beradab la sket.. skali dua ko kurang ajar.. mang aku bleh sabar.. tp td mang aku sgt2 x leh sabar.. ko mang sgt kurang ajar td.. so ko jgn nk mengata aku kurang ajar kalau ko yg start kurang ajar ngn aku dulu..

aku ni jenis bkn ske2 ati nk maki org ikut sedap rasa masakan mak kau je.. da ko kurang ajar sgt td kn.. ambk sebijik awek ko yg kne kutuk ngn aku.. tau pun ko marah kn.. but ade aku kesah.. g mampus la ko.. perangai mcm celaka.. awek ko pun mang gedik tahap gle babi punya.. mang sesuai sgt la ngn ko yg bangang tu hah.. n mang patut pun nk kne kutuk.. mcm SHIT.!!!

f*** u la.. bleh berambus la ko..

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jgn nk bajet sgt la

arini 4 the first time la ktorg basuh kereta yg telah byk berjasa kt ktorg.. hheehehe kereta ayu la.. kereta sape lg kn.. da die sorg je yg bawak kereta kt sini.. and mood: sangat la excited plus happy..

but ade la pulak makhluk ni yg spoilkn mood ktorg.. mcm sial sungguh..

weyh bongoks.. korg xyah la nk bajet sgt kn.. korg ingat korg tu bagus sgt ke.. BAJET SIAL.. aku bengang btol.. x pasal2 mood semua org rosak..

korg ske sgt nk marah nk membebel kn?? fine.. aku bg korg marah jela.. biar korg kne darah tinggi.. laen kali xyh la nk sound2.. ktorg bayar sewa jugak okayy.. BLEH BLAH LA..

choww dulu..

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